I am so depressed..

I was trying so hard to find us a place to rent, my partner now says no to wait till we have shifted. I feel I have lost all hope and just want to break down and cry..


Going to be living with his son for awhile, I am not looking forward to that but what else can i do..

I give up..

I'm sorry...

For being such a stink blogger, in the middle of packing, we are shifting house. Why? Because the house we are in is for farm workers only and my man has had enough milking 600 plus cows after milking for 30 plus years. No one wants to see the mess, but if I have time I will post some messy photos tomorrow :P


How is everyone? Is anyone reading this at all?